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πŸ™ Hope: My Testimony By Steve

The sermon of your life in tough times ministers to people more powerfully than the most eloquent speaker.

Bill BrightΒ 

Me  Sarah playing in Church

Β Please click the photo above to read β€œMY Testimony”.

Hi all, after reading and updating β€œMy Testimony” this morning…I realised i hadn’t shared it for years on here! I know lots of you have read it and left me some proper humbling comments that have just left me in tears(including this morning after i went through a lot of them again). Β 

If someone like me can be transformed by the reality and power of the Gospel, i know i need to share and make as many people aware of this amazing news of hope…As Jesus is the Β Way, the Truth and the Life and no-one gets to Β the Father but by Him. He’s the forgiver of Sins, breaker of chains, and the only Salvation! πŸ™ πŸ˜€Β 

With all of the personal stories, news reports of suicide and β€œBlue Monday” coming up next week…I just wanted to remind people that Jesus has the “Good News”. I know this as it has happened to me and i want toΒ shareΒ it with everyone! πŸ˜€Β 

Depression

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Whilst writing “My Testimony” I found this song hiding in my hard drive.

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Depression

Written by Steve Rebus

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As I wake up I slowly realise,

That I face another day with darkened eyes,

As it hits me I have to refrain,

From the thoughts wishing me dead again!

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Pure isolation, I dream of escape,

My hopes and ambitions I’ve had to forsake,

Panic, despair, my hand grips the knife,

I pray for the strength to end this sad life!!

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(chorus)

Depression,

Comes like the darkest night,

Depression,

No glimmer of hope, no sign of light.

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I feel the torment build deep inside,

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide,

It has to happen now, I need a release,

I hope suicide will finally bring me peace!

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(chorus)

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As I look back with love in my heart,

My Chains are gone, i have a new start,

The Lord is my refuge, my strength, my home,

The darkness has gone, I’m no longer alone!

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Β Β© Steve Rebus

πŸ“– Verse of Hope

John 14:1-4

β€œLet not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me. In my Father’s house are many rooms. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also. And you know the way to where I am going.”

More songs:

The Prodigal Son

Captivity of Negativity

I’m not afraid to die

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