Awww i told myself not to cry this time whilst reading thisā¦I failed, my face is soaking!Ā
After enjoying a lovely coffee, we decided to explore the ship to try and familiurise ourselves a little more, and find things to do. Bingo, getting drunk and burned on sun loungers were not something Sarah & i found entertaining.Ā
The hair salon…
We found a hair salon and booked Sarah to get her hair done, and see if they had some ideas to cover her closed eye. I thought āBeing pampered and relaxed is just what Sarah needs after a traumatic day yesterday! š I managed to find my way back to the coffee port on my own to wait for Sarah, which should be at least an hour depending what she chooses to have done. It sounds feeble, but finding the coffee port, and the door handle, and even a spare seat without anyone sitting on it, is a massive achievement for me! šĀ
Sarah returned looking beautiful, but i noticed she was having another hypo, standing up i said āQuick, lets try and get back to the cabin as we know that Lucozade or hypo stop works for youā. āOkā Sarah said whilst struggling to stay on her feet. We were only 1 deck above our cabin, but after only a short walk Sarah really started to drop. I thought “There is no way iām trying to navigate the stairs, and i canāt see to use the lifts”. Luckily we were at the entrance to a bar/lounge. We were greeted by a nice Filipino waitress. I said “My wife needs the sweetest drink you have as sheās diabetic and having a hypoā. She was confused, but showed us to some seats(as Sarahās legs were really starting to give way) and disappeared. I prayed that she understood and would bring something before Sarah lost consciousness.Ā
The waitress returned (having told the bar man our situation) with a bright coloured drink. She said it was the sweetest cocktail they did with a lot of syrup in. I thought āa little unorthodox, but we have no choice, Sarah needs sugar nowā.Ā
Having been a gamer my whole life and played some nerve racking, suspense filled and tense computer games over the years, nothing compares to this real life game of trying to encourage Sarah to drink something she doesnāt want, to absorb sugar into her body before passing out!Ā
Within the next half hour, Sarah was back with us again (phew), but feeling sick from the hypo, We needed to get back to the cabin as we didnāt know if her blood would start to shoot up again, as we didnāt have any idea what was in the drink, which is why we try to always use the lucozade etc. as we know the effects. Sarah also now had the bone chill that only comes from a hypo.
Back in the cabin…
Yay, we found the cabin! š Iām starting to remember how many doors to count from both sides depending which set of stairs we go down. Once Sarah had checked her blood sugar again and realised it was starting to rocket, it was back in the fridge for the crossbow boltsā¦i mean syringes. Even with our video magnifier it was really hard to make out the measurements on the needle, but after another big bruised, and big holed injection, it was time for Sarahās hot bath to try and get rid of that freezing cold bone chill!
A while later Sarah said āDiabetes has already ruined one evening, night and most of today. Iām not going to let it ruin the rest of my holiday. Lets get dressed up and search for some nice live musicā āFantastic idea, we both need cheering upā.
Sunset…
Instead of walking down endless boring corridors, we walked outside to stroll along the deck down to the rear of the ship and look out over the huge ocean. This evening we were gifted with a beautiful sunset.
As we were out on deck 9, we walked all the way to the rear (non technical name) and entered the ‘Lido restaurant’. We were both a little hungry and as this is the buffet place, itās fantastic for Sarah as she can have vegetables or salad etc without having any of the carbs, or sugar rich sauces which raise her blood sugar. š
We became a little disheartened after hearing a couple of the live bands playing some popular rubbish on deck 8, but we walked on past the reception and hair salon and walked into a dark elegant room. Sarah said āOh greatā¦itās the casino :(ā. I said āIt looks like the Ultralux from Fallout New Vegas (PS3 game)ā Sarah replied āIt feels like fallout to me, a shiny, depraved wasteland – just what Iāve come to expect of the entertainment on this boat š¦ lolā. But then a classical piano started playing, just audible over the noise of the casino. āWhereās that lovely piano coming from?ā I said knowing that Sarah would love it. āThrough there, but iām not sure what it is as itās too darkā āLetās go find out anywayā. i said as i took her arm.Ā
The Delo piano lounge and cocktail bar…
We stood taking in the gentle atmosphere and fantastic piano playing and both said together āThis is more like it š ā We found Sarah a seat at the bar right next to the piano, Sarah loves watching pianists as they play with professional ease and elegance. It brings back lots of her childhood memories of the classical piano lessons she enjoyed! šĀ
ā§ Keith the pianist ā§Ā
After about an hour, we were so happy that we’d found another fave place, especially after the last 24 hours, we headed back to the cabin. Sarah did another blood test āSteve, my bloodās still going up!ā I said āThatās impossible, youāve not had any sugar or carbs, and youāve already had insulin before we leftā āI know, and now iāve got to take some more to try and bring it downā āOk, take a little more and weāll keep an eye on itā.Ā
Ā Sarah sat on the sofa with the magnifier reading the excursion options for the Azores. I opened Spotify on my iPhone and started playing my “ā Acoustic Worshipā playlist knowing itās Sarahās fave. I thought āTime for us to relax and reflect for a while on a lovely end to a hectic dayā.Ā
CODE ALPHA…
Sarahās next words were āI think my bloodās droppingā āOh no, I thought, your voice is slurry again, your blood canāt be that low already. Can you manage a test?ā Sarahās test confirmed a huge drop in a short time. I jumped into survival mode and grabbed the lucozade and hypo stop. Sarah was fading fast āNo, no ,no, not the big oneā i said wondering if this would result in a diabetic coma. I didnāt have to wait long before Sarah lost consciousness!!
I now switched from survival mode, to what will Sarah need if she goes to hospital mode.Ā
Sarah was sat upright on the sofa, and as i balanced to hold her head upright (there were no pillows in reach) i grabbed the cabin phone and dialled 999! A man answered and asked āHow can we help?” I said āMy wife is diabetic and she’s having a hypoglycaemic episode and is unconscious but still breathingā He said āSheās unconscious now? Whatās your cabin number iām on my way!”
He arrived in about 60 seconds. I told him what had happened as he was frantically inserting needles etc. He then called the bridge to tell the captain and his team, and a few seconds later i heard āCODE ALPHA, CODE ALPHA cabin 7062ā. I thought āThatās blasting out of the tannoy system that goes around the whole ship, and within minutes our cabin was full of people, and a wheelchair. After a few minutes Sarah slowly started to respond, but only groans. The female doctor was now in the room and after checking everything, she said theyād take Sarah to the hospital to try and stabilise her.
The hospital…
After grabbing Sarahās bag and a few things i thought might help, i was kindly guided down behind Sarah to the hospital waiting room. Sarah was in a private room next door.
A woman sat me down and read through a couple of papers that made sure we had health insurance etc, she then said to my surprise āYou really seem to love and care for Sarahā I said āI really donāt deserve her, she is amazing. I lay down my life for herā¦and give her my all. Iām so blessed to share my life with my best friend, sheās beautiful inside and out. Isnāt that what love is?ā It seemed like sheād never heard a response like that, and just said āWow, thatās lovelyā and went quiet for what seemed like minutes!Ā
I was then able to see my lovely wife. Sarah was still not conscious yet but was in what seemed like a peaceful sleep. I sat down and the doctors and nurses were coming in and out, checking drips, machines and Sarahs breathing etc.Ā
Sarah then moved and slowly started to come round, she said āOh noā her usual response after realising where she is, i said āItās ok my love, we are just making some nice new friends, just relax and enjoy being pamperedā. After another hour of checks from nurses and the doctor, suddenly the nurse panicked and said something to the doctor. All 3 of them surrounded Sarahās bed frantically adjusting and checking, The doctor kept shaking Sarah and shouting her name but got no response. I thought āIt canāt be another hypo as sheās being monitored closely, so what is this?ā Soon after i was told by the concerned doctor to wait in the waiting room next door.Ā
The waiting room…
Now i was worriedā¦. i sat here alone in a hospital thatās swaying side to side in the middle of the atlantic ocean. My thoughts started to get the better of me..
āWhat if this is it, and i donāt get to speak to Sarah again”
āWhat if i never hear her amazing laugh, or feel the warmth of her hug again”
āWhat if iām now on my own struggling to face the rest of life (never mind the holiday) without my lovely wife”
ENOUGH!! i thought and desperately gave it to God in prayer.
āOh Lord please help, if this is Sarahās passing to paradise, then i want to say iām not happy about it, and iād like to spend more time with her on earth BUT thank you so much for blessing me with such a priceless gift, i canāt express how much i love her and iāve tried to be the husband you commanded me to be. Sarah has shown me such love, happiness, forgiveness, acceptance and a life i simply didnāt know was possible BUT if itās not her time, please comfort her and bring her back to me, Amenā.
A short while later the nurse said i could come back and sit with Sarah again. Sarah was awake and fighting with the oxygen mask. She said āWhereāve you been? I told them that my diabetes was unstable which is why i have the pump but they didnāt believe me, they never do, and now theyāve given me a second hypo after pumping me full of insulin againā. I said while kissing her forehead āOh my lovely, iām glad to have you backā. šĀ
Weād been in the hospital for about 2 hours, it was just coming to 3am. Sarah kept asking if i was alright and did i need anything. āI bet youāre hungry and need a coffeeā āItās ok, iām enjoying being here with you, please get some sleep as youāve had a rough couple of days, iāll be right hereā.Ā
It was 6:30am when Sarah was allowed to leave. She was given more supplies to last for the rest of the holiday. Then the doctor explained about how fast acting insulin is absorbed into the body with the syringes, and how it differs and works a lot slower than the insulin pump. She said āOnce youāve had the injection, the insulin will not start to work for 1Ā½ hours and it will be completely out of your system in 3 hours. And as you donāt have the pump giving you little bits all of the time, your blood sugar will rise on itās own, so you need to give bigger (and overlapping) doses to compensate.
Sarah had never been instructed on any of this over the years because everything had ben controlled by the pump and i certainly didnāt know anything about insulin absorption, as with the pump it pretty much works straight away. We also wondered why she hadnāt explained this to us yesterday, which wouldāve helped.
We now headed back to the cabin to try and set up another plan of action, we knew this was going to be a difficult task, never mind adding things like food etc. lol š Ā
Wow, what a night! Thatās 2 nights without sleep already, and itās time to set up the alarms for every 2 hours on my phone. Sleep is not going to come easy from now onā¦is the coffee port open yet? Might as well have a nice coffee if iām awake! š
Only 3 more days at sea (iāll merge into one post) until we reach Horta, Azores, where we can hopefully do some more excursions! šĀ
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